I am experiencing the so called "dark night" of the soul. I am overwhelmed with feelings of depression and abandonment. How many things there are that I wish I could change. The questions of life constantly run though my head but never to find any answers. Although I am anxious for a new beginning, I recognize that my days of solitude have not come to an end yet and I must be patient. This is only the beginning of my journey and I'm not even sure where its going yet. I feel like I am constantly held back by something in everything I try to do as a means to support myself which only tells me there is something greater waiting for me, I just haven't found it yet.